Today I have been mainly in tears.
Tears of frustration/anger.......
.........With situation at work. Been on going for a while. Have raised similar issue before and got guff for a response. Systems we have in place have worked for the past 4 years but not working now. Already one staff member handed in notice because of one person. The same one who is causing my frustration. ( well it’s been narrowed down to 2 but 1 is responsible for most things that are amiss)
.........With myself for getting into the state I’m in, as being sent home means someone else had to do my work, which makes me as bad as the person causing my frustration

OH commented I was home early today. I equated my day to the time he threw a garden fork down a corridor at work. He too was told to take the rest of the day off?
Tomorrow will be interesting. No doubt I will be having a chat with Mrs Boss as Mr Boss not the person to deal with any issues, although the last time I had a melt down it was him I spoke to so he knows exactly where I’m coming from as issue is similar.
After colleague handed in her notice I asked for a job re-evaluation as I had seen the ad for her replacement. That discussion got interupred, so it will hopefully get discussed tomorrow. Or not!!!
On a positive note I also applied for another job this afternoon. Less hours but hopefully regular throughout the year, less pay than I’m currently on but closer to home so less travelling involved.