Hi, I know it's not Happy Hour yet but I thought I had better warn people....no alcohol for me tonight so
everything I say will be without the influence of
any stimulants. I could see my daughters look of disapproval when we had a tot of Whiskey a few nights on the trot and my OH had much much more than a tot and kept singing Grace Jones songs...well not singing just saying about 4 words over and over, never heard him sing!!!!! I then rang my big brother, I usually ring him weekly but it had been 2 weeks and...he was drunk at 2.00pm, thats OK but he has been off booze for 15 years, he nearly died last time he drank and I am his only relative, he reminisced over the phone about the death of a friend when he was 11 (his dad shot him) and also other sad stuff, he added he had not been out of the house for 2 weeks, so, now I am worried and as he has been living off his savings for a few years, know he will be short of money. This made me both mad and very upset and it made me think maybe my daughter thinks I will be like that (I defiantly will not) as my mum was an alcoholic as well as my brother, so...NO DRINK tonight or this weekend, maybe a bit of wine next weekend but what you
seeread is what you get tonight!!!
