Hiya,
Fish sounds a wonderful idea, i have not thought about that, thank you, will add it to our list.
I had not even thought about flowers until my sister in law mentioned them, im not really a flower person, i love picking some from the garden in the summer, but that is about it, i said, if i fancy flowers i will go to te*** on the monday morning a get some daffodils, that will do, i do like daffodils they are such happy looking flowers
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Her reply was leave it to me
, and she is doing the cake, she has hinted that the cake and flowers will match, and the cake will have daffodils decorated round it, so daffodils it is i think,
I would like some sweet william, but i think it might be a wee bit early, just in memory of my sweet little dartmoor pony, "william". might see if i can find any at any of the local florists,
Yesterday was so hard, im feeling very battered and bruised today, im so glad we have got a day at home today, just to chill and regroup and refocus, before the next meeting tomorrow, one way to look at it is
We are very lucky, we came out of the consultants meeting yesterday with 3 options, if they can be called that
1- leave it alone, that gives us 3 months
2- the operation, which would probably leave no real quality of life,
3- the combined chemo/radiotherapy which again has it possible problems some which could be permanent, but the risk is lower with this option.
Some folk walk out of that room with only one option ( number 1), which isnt really an option if that makes any sense
So we are lucky, i dont think tomorrow will be as hard as yesterday, but its so so draining, but we are all ok, and im still keeping the positive mood going in the house,
We will take this on 100% and beat this 100%,
I described it to my other half yesterday its as if i feel there is another woman her name is C trying to take my fella away from me, there is not room in this relationship for the 3 of us, but it wont be me thats leaving, i will fight C all the way to keep my fella, im not one to give up and walk away
