Hi Rosie  
 
  Looks like your keeping your spirits up - I have some idea about how you are feeling & you need to allow yourself time to grieve too  
 
 I  so agree with you about the Mart - I had to put my 2 stud boars through a Mart - it was an awful experience, when the bidding started I just fled out the building & couldn't go back in  

  I think the worst thing is not knowing where they are going or how they are going to be treated  
 
 It is really difficult to rent land for pigs too, don't know why coz folks are keen enough to rent for horses & TBH I think they make more of a mess, especially when it's overgrazed & not managed well- buttercups & dock everywhere  
 
   We've got a couple of fields down here now for our pigs & my OH is slowly rebuilding her rare breed poultry, so we try & focus on the future & enjoy the animals we have.  Things often look better when it's  

  too.
I hope you get loads of nice folk wanting your animals & you get some offers of fostering too  
 
 In the meantime  
