Yesterday was not good - Jinty seemed worse if that were possible.
Fot those of you who do not know what Listeria symtoms are, I will try and explain how Jinty looks/acts.
As I said previously, she started by starting in a corner, making low bleats, which in itself was not a big deal, as she was still eating and drinking and walking ok. This progressed to looking wobbly as well as looking in the corner, and then going round one way in circles. Day two, Jinty was lay down, with her head bent back onto her back. Eyes flicking up and down, nothing seemed to register with her, although still eating and managing to drink. No longer going rond in circles. Bottom lip drooping, which made it hard to eat.
Day 4, Jinty was flat out today, head tilted right round. Eyes looked more normal, just occasional flicking up and down, lip stopped quivering. One eye bloodshot looking though. Every now and again a tremor runs through her body, and her legs move as if she is running. On the whole she is just lying there, only bleating when she hears me, or one of the other goats call to her.
Its very hard to get a rigid goat upright, and hold her there on your own, while you get food and fluids down her. Tried to turn her the other way, but she was not happy, becasue of her tilted head, so had to turn her back.
Been syringing lactade down her, to keep her fluid intake up, but she did manage a drink of it from a dish.
Had a word with the vets this morning, as to the prognosis. To be honest, now she is flat out, its not good. I am so tired, running back and forth to Jinty between feeding and mucking out etc. all the other animals. Was there at 10pm, in a snow storm, this evening, syringing fluid down her, and I sat a while with her. Sometimes she looks quite normal, and I think she knows I am there, other times, well, she just looks vacantly into space, and that really upsets me.
Will see how Jinty is tomorrow, and then will have to make a decision at to whether to keep her going. Jintys quality of life, and the prognosis of a recovery are foremost in my mind.