Dans, enjoy the journey. It can seem like you are waiting for what you want - but there are lots of opps in the city that just arent around in the country (like community allotments,city farms and - for me- paid work in the great outdoors!!!!) , so enjoy that while you can

. I love my new place here, but also enjoyed my 25 years in the 'rat race' in many ways - learnt lots, earnt, and was still able to satisfy my need for growing and the outdoors (mostly in spare time untill 5 years ago). Good luck in all.