A friend of my Mum asked me when i was four what I wanted to be when I grew up - my answer? A farmer's wife? Not an accountant, not a teacher, not even a mother - a farmer's wife. When asked why, I replied 'so I can have lots of ammamils, 'cos my Mum won't let me have a horse' To this day I have always wanted one, never seemed to have the time and the money together, and now my doctors tell me not to go near horses because of my osteoporosis. But I do visit Ellie and cuddle her Highlands, and my other pal, Fiona, and cuddle her racing bred big horses, I just can't ride them. One day maybe I'll have one of my own .............................