I have some great news
Yesterday I meet with the land owner and we have come to an agreement, with a little luck and following wind, I should be on the small holding by the end of July, trying not to count my chickens, still pinching myself.
I am extremely excited, The farmer has been so helpful, I explained my position, health and farming history, Lucky he knew most of the people I had worked for; he's has offered to help where he can, finding stock, dipping and advice in general, had a good old natter and looked around his stock, hes got some lovely Dexter's I wasnt going to look at cattle, but Im quite smitten, still, back to reality first steps first.
So this is it, one giant step as they say, Wow what a feeling