Glad your feeling better Helen, believe me you are not alone. however the sun is shining today and things are looking up, the ground is drying and I am full of hope for making things easier here next winter, and I think thats been a lot of the problem it has been a very long hard winter. We had friends coming to stay from London over Easter and just before they were due to arrive It started to hammer with rain. I had turned the ponies out earlier and had gone home, showered , washed and blowdried my hair and put on 'decent' clothes. because we only have limited land I raced out to put the ponies back into the stables. My hair was ruined, they splashed me with mud and then I saw my friends very smart clean car pulling up with my friend getting out lookin manicured. they haddened seen me and just for a moment I could have thrown myself down in the mud and cried. It was only that I would have been such a strange sight the neighbours would have sent the men in white coats to collect me that I pulled myself together and went in to greet them. But I do know exactly how you feel.
