Still not sure, and this post was not for sympathy or conjouring up " I love you posts"

this post was just to let people know, I am
not going off in a huff or any other reason, I do like to keep up with posts but worry I "talk" too much *rap

.......I feel I know most of you anyway.....at least on here I can look rough and no one cares!! My daughters and husband think I should cut ties but they do not understand my situation.....my kids do not understand me
,I am hoping to be a bit free when we sell up, but will work, I can take the dogs out with me or leave mother and father in law in our new place to look after the dogs, I would never leave anyone to look after this house and B&B....I was going out earlier but a chap who owns a forest near, tuned up as he could not work, so I am in until he goes out as I do not know him, our other guests I do know so I can leave but it is a tie!! I would love to have some chickens still but not where we are going...they would not like plastic grass!! anyway......Its a bit like closing a book before you come to the end......