We're in Aberdeenshire too, and it is getting stupid to try and eat your own meat, 'specially when you hear all the official waffle about food miles, traceability etc., it won't be long before it's impossible. I hate markets too, I like to know my sheep are going nowhere alive when I leave them. The thought of them being treated badly and travelled miles in terrible conditions to who know what end just horrifies me. We should be getting more choice not less, after all that's what the powers that be keep on about with everything else. I have heard that if you can get your butcher to book your sheep in, you can get them "private killed" Haven't tried it yet though.