Flora, you sound like you have a lot of enthusiasm and love, you WILL do what you want one day, just need to do things that help you get what you want, maybe a college course in some farming related subject would be great when you are old enough, till then you need your English and Maths. Animals are so rewarding to work with....I just have dogs and chickens and am not fit enough to even wish for anything else, my middle daughter had your interest and we always said she would have a farm, she hasn't so far but who knows, she also had pigs and has had chickens and ducks.....Study all you can about the different animals and birds and this forum will provide you with lots of real experiences shared!!!!