I was hoping to be writing my first 'hello' post next week, as the new owner of two 10 month old AOV dairy goats, but a tragedy has struck and things have not worked out as planned - I am in a bit of a pickle and need some advice.
Six months ago I agreed to take on my first goats, last year's kids from a local farm. I have spent the winter going up once a week to learn goat husbandry and milking etc. We have been preparing their new home. I have been a member of the local goat club since July, and trying to do everything right... The two kids - sister and brother (whether) were due to arrive Easter weekend, stock trailer booked and all.
Last week, after one of my shifts at the local farm, it seems I didn't return a bolt properly and after I left the whole herd - my two and the four milking nannies - escaped. They got into the food bin and gorged themselves. Very poorly, acidosis. They have all pulled through except my nanny kid who died on Wednesday. You can imagine the guilt, grief, remorse, worry etc.
I nearly posted on here several times, but couldn't even write about it until I knew the others would be okay. It has been a dreadful week.
Now I know the whether, Rufus, is going to be okay I am faced with a problem. He was really only coming as company for his sister who I was to put into kid this Autumn. I wouldn't dream of not taking him now, even though the farm have said they would understand. Not a chance. But what do I do?
I guess ideally I need another of last year's kids - a goatling nanny - to put with him but they seem few and far between.
Yesterday I visited a farm in Wales and have been offered a milking nanny Anglo Nubian. She is beautiful but am I ready to milk? I wasn't planning to start yet... And she is a big girl. But very gentle and easy apparently. (As is Rufus, well for a kid) and I am proficient at milking after my months of training. Part of me just wants to get on with it after all my months of planning, but I am doubting myself - you can imagine how the events of last week have shaken me. (Although there will be no repeat of last week at my place - lesson learned and incredibly secure feed storage a given).
I don't really even know what my question is, I am just in all of a muddle and need some advice. I hate feeling like this after trying so hard to be responsible and take things slowly etc.
If it were you, as experienced goat keepers, and you found yourself with a 10 month old whether who you could not part with, who would you put with him?
Thank you,
Charlotte