The thing with stepping off the merry go round or system , is for me Sandy , an attemp to live an alternative , a simpler way of life .
Grow my own food , make my own clothes , tools etc etc , and to be free of all the corruption , and control that the system needs .
This is very difficult as the system is 'everything' , and almost impossible to avoid . But to a great extent i have almost reached an acceptable distance from it .
The need for " loadsa money " was one of the main things that had to go . The more you earn , the more you need .
I have cut the ' need ' to the quick . This doesn't mean absolutely no money at all , but just enough for the bits and bobs that i can't grow or make .
Stepping back on the merry go round for money is all to easy , but it takes me straight back to the more you earn the more you want .
So if i need a tenner i sell either my time/labour or something i have made . But whatever it is , it is real world actions not virtual world . It is very hard to explain , and i do see the irony of me saying this on the internet !
But i see the system as totally corrupt and like the Titanic , sinking fast . I just want tn be as far away from the ship/system as possible , so it doesn't suck me under when it goes down ! , which it is very close to doing now !
Does that make sense ? lol .