hello James ,
I did wonder if that was what has happened , but I didn't want to pry or ask questions that were maybe too personal .
I am so sorry for you mate that this has happened , I know how much effort you put into it all , and that the animals were and are, very much a part of your life .. part of who you are !!!
I really hope that you can get your animals sorted into new homes somehow , and that you and Kenny can get through all of this and find somewhere else to start again , whatever that may be .
I know you will do the best for your animals , as you always have before . Life can be a bastard at times mate , but the bad times do pass , and I hope yours do soon .
I have had to start from scratch a few times in my life , and it is hard ... very hard . But it can be done , and you do get through it all and become stronger .
I wish you all the luck in the world mate , it is time you had some of the good type !!!!
cheers
Russ