Thanks for the replies,
I'm absolutely gutted Duchess, it's been a dream of mine since I was a child, I've spent years looking for the perfect horse and finally thought I'd found him, then for no reason that I can determine he goes berserk while walking round a school, it could have been so much worse. I used to be fearless, I'd get on anything in my teens without thinking twice but my confidence has been knocked as I've got older, for no reason in particular though I do blame the noisy and demanding small people who live in my house and look like me!
Rosemary thanks, to be perfectly honest I'm not a big fan of sheep, a family member kept some when I was a kid and I just remember their dirty back ends, now I know this shouldn't happen and is easily remedied but it's something that has stuck with me and sheep is my least favourite option.
Goats and pigs on the other hand........
I think I want to have a go at a few things, eggs will be a route I want to explore, I'm thinking of starting with 10 hens, five ducks and 3 quail, no idea in the slightest what to do with a quail - but learning will be part of the fun. My two current hens are battery rescues and they lay intermittently, they are part of the family now and will be kept separately, I can divide business and personal and any meat livestock will not be named or kept.