I get what your asking, I think
Not having a mortgage would make life easier, I am looking to downsize so I can be mortgage free.
I currently have 3 acres, but I can't afford to use the land, to its full potential, as I don't have the capital to invest in making the changes in order for it to be used to maximise its potential as a small holding.
It also depends on what your idea of a small holding is, do you want to be as self sufficient as possible, rearing you own meat, growing fruit and veg?
If I sell my place, ideally from the equity in my house, I would like to by another, smaller house with land and invest in the set up that I want from the beginning, so I can truly enjoy being a small holder rather than, at the moment, everything being a bit of a upward struggle.
My dilemma at the moment is even although it is summer, I am already starting to think about preparing for the winter. Every summer, I think what do I need to do/ change/ make/ prepare in order for the winter to be easier than the previous. But as I am up for sale, ideally I don't want to be here in the winter so I am not investing financially or physically which I will deeply regret if I am still here in November.
But on the positive...
there is something very satisfying about eating your own produce.
It's absolutely
chucking down outside and I need to go and get the waterproofs on to feed the animals but I don't mind getting soaking wet for that but if I was going into the office with a skirt and heels on, I would hate to be out in the rain. I no longer smell of coco channel opting for the whiff of sh*t, and you should see the state of my hair, it's no longer straightened to death and it's a frizzy mop but I love that carefreeness and my goats don't have an opinion on my hair style.
So in that respect life is simple and good, my days of being in the materialistic, judgemental, rat race are long gone!
So to sum up my small holder experience, financially, for me, it doesn't pay , but health and lifestyle choice, I am happier and healthier, and you can't put a price on that,