Just had to have one of my favourite ewes shot. Hand reared her from birth as her mother broke her leg in 2. Splinted and nursed her leg for months. Had 2 lovely sets of twins from her then nothing for 4 years. She has been in the retirement flock for the last 2 years but spent the winter with the ram and his mate and 1 other barren ewe. Had my paddock broken into last week (obviously trying to steal the sheep, my ram put paid to that idea, and when i got there the ram was seriously angry! Brought all 4 home but little peggy was very weak and poorly. Been nursing her all weekend but this morning she started aborting a very small, very dead lamb. Had no idea she was pregnant after 4 years being barren! Feel so guilty. lamb was starting to come out in pieces, peggy was losing the will to live, so i made a quick decision and put her out of her discomfort. Now feeling awful that she was in lamb and i was unaware, and feeling so angry that people have chased my sheep about and caused my ewe a horrible end.