Hello and welcome from north Cumbria.
We're commercial (but very traditional, low input) beef & sheep, with a Jersey house cow, a pig (hopefully in pig), ponies & choox on the side. 3 working collies.
I left 'the rat race' only 7 years ago (feels like a lifetime - a very full and rewarding lifetime!) BH has farmed all his life, and his father and grandfather before him.
This 'do we eat our own' is such a personal thing. There's no logic to it and each of us is different. BH still is unsure whether he really wants to eat stock he has reared himself. I am quite certain I would rather eat an animal I know has had the very best life I could give it - and where I know exactly how it's been fed, medicated and otherwise treated. But when it comes time for the old cows or sheep to go, he doesn't hesitate, whereas I plead their cases, each and every one!