I would love to buy but are in a similar boat to you, mind you, things ARE picking up for us but we have both been sick with worry ourselves, what a difference a day makes!!! I hope it makes a good difference to you ellisr, We have a pile of job applications, we both got reply's and both have something for at least this month and we also have guests hopefuly for at least this month and also for next and better plans for our futre, B horrid times for us all I think AND I very nearly lost my internet!!!!!!