Hey, I share your sentiments entirely!
This morning I took eight to their demise. I have been a few times now and it NEVER seems to get any easier. Despite it being technically a bit naughty, i always load them the night before, Sunday evening one of the G.O.S. boys went wandersing round his paddock whilst the rest were squabbling over sleeping space in the trailer...............it was like he was saying goodbye to all the mud and filth! Honestly i could have 'blubbed' like a big girl!
Last night both of us couldnt sleep, I am always awake all night before an abbatoir trip, my other half couldnt sleep either, she accompanied me for the first time, and was amazed by the cleanliness, and calm! I always aim to be the first one there, and usually have to wait 45 minutes for the place to open. The pigs were asleep in the trailer, I simply lowered the back and patted each one goodbye, they too had been a proper pain in the arse each more than once, but it still hurts! I say seeyou girl, come on boy, etc and the vet on site is Russian, but you can tell he knows where I am coming from.
Then the other side of the game turns up, battered old car, tiny trailer, spotless over sized pigs, screaming and shoving to get them out of the trailer................Good God, some people dont deserve animals at all! This morning Sara and i were really quite disturbed by one fella in particular..................ours died in a sleepy haze, well fed, well loved and all set to taste fantastic for all our clients, keeping us busy and doing our bit to help preserve rare breed pigs!
I love them all!
Regards
Jas.
www.hairyhogs.co.uk