Not being eligible for benefits is a pain but also keeps you free of their pressure
When I was made redundant I could have signed straight on but because I got a payment and didn't want another day job at that time I opted to try self employment and declared as such to HMRC.. Just before the weather put paid to everything I had lined up after the first couple of months
Apparently now I'm no longer eligible for the kind of benefits I would have if I had just been made redundant, only for someone who's "failed" at self employment - no idea what the things are called now but instead of unemployment benefit I'd get supplementary benefit or income support using old terms from my last experience of the system in the late 80s! That would increase my weekly earnings from £10-40 a week to something around £60 I believe, but for £20 I'd be expected to fill in hundreds of applications for jobs I don't want and grovel for each tenner so I will stick with what I'm doing for now and hope ponies start selling, veg/fruit start growing, and maybe I learn enough from Jimmy Doherty TV to make my fortune out of every half acre of my 10 acre holding
Or write a book about the experience and sell film rights perhaps
More likely I'll just muddle on and try and enjoy what I'm doing without the hassle of the pressure to conform.. in fact I think I have probably actually retired already to all intents and purposes
What's scarily eerie is that I seem to be living the same life as my mother did - bits of her being an impoverished ministers' wife in the postwar economy living off the land and making do, plus bits after he died where she lived off a partial widow's pension due to his dying at 54 with insufficient contributions for her to get a full one - but she managed and enjoyed a reasonably cheap but cheerful lifestyle for another 30 years so fingers crossed
Hope Steve gets something decent soon Sandy, but don't let the stress get to you meantime