Welcome, [member=215350]Wannabeesmallholder[/member]. For some reason your intro post didn't pop up on my "Unreads" until today, so apologies we have been a while welcoming you to TAS.
Your "what might have been" thoughts hit a chord for me. My ex partner was always wrestling with how he could secure the farm that he and his father built from scratch when the next generation was not interested in taking it on themselves - but knowing as he did what it took to start from nothing, he couldn't bear the idea that one of his grand nephews or grand nieces may one day be saying how they wished that Mum and Dad had been able to keep Great Uncle's farm going for them.
But at least they, like you, have a raft of precious memories of times spent on the farm, and who knows what any of them may be inspired to do one day. (And thanks to my being there for some years, those memories do include free range pigs and hand-milking Jersey cows. lol.)