Shock kicked in yesterday and I was in tears seeing how close we came to being killed.
Hello, it's the shock part that "gets you." When we had our fire, I phoned 999, yelled mum, got dogs out of house, stayed calm etc. Even when I had a set to with the fire inspector (he didn't believe the chest freezer was less than 3 years old, I showed him the receipt) and could have throttled him when he said ALL the plugs were overloaded (they werent, one of his firefighters worked for the electrician who did all our work, he recognised it).
I actually burst into tears a few hours later, when busting for the loo, went into the bathroom and saw the heat had cracked the double glazing. It hit me how close we were. If I had gone to bed that night it could have been worse. Instead I was sleeping downstairs watching the monitors waiting for sheep to lamb (from day 140, I'm mad!)
Even now, 5 years later I feel the after effects, but that's me. The fire was also responsible for Flo flipping! (Neurologist did say it could have triggered her epilepsy).
Shock, they say, can kill. You worry and wherrit, about yourself, your animals. I know, I'm the same.
We were lucky with the storm, we lost tiles off the shippon, have managed to get them repaired, had to lop some trees (I would rather do that than lose the fences as some were leaning.....) However, I did notice that I spent most of Saturday feeding Haylage. so i think sheep and cattle didn't eat much that night! We had the neighbours trampoline, it wasn't a small one either, it flew 2 fields worth and ended up with Effy.
I am insured with the NFU and in the past they have been very good. However, most companies, as long as the buildings are in good nick, do cover storms, i would have thought.
I can imagine what you're feeling as it's scary. I CAN laugh about the clobber we lost (home grown beef!! Lots of butter, 72 litres uht milk, Sugarpuffs that explode with heat apparently, took me a while to figure out what the lumps were), BUT I can't forget.
But you're alive, your animals are alive, the rest is just stuff, it doesn't matter, YOU'RE alive.