Only you can decide which is the right balance for you, [member=42972]Jukes Mum[/member]
If you can’t check - or don’t want to commit to checking - them twice a day, minimum, every day through the fly strike season, and the getting-stuck-on-their-backs season, and more frequently in the run up to and throughout lambing (if you choose to lamb) then, as a diligent owner who will feel it if they suffer, you may be making the right choice.
But if you are happy to do the necessary checks and so on, and are just worried that through inexperience you’ve lost one and may lose another - well, we’ve all been there, and we all lose one, or have a mishap with one, every so often, no matter how experienced we are.
I like Womble’s advice. Whenever I have a huge decision to make, I always give myself three weeks to consider the decision I think I’ve made, before committing to it. If at no time during that three weeks did I waiver, or have a fitful night worried I was making the wrong choice, then I stick with it.
And, sad but true, remember that whoever you sell your sheep to may not look after them any better than you can. And possibly worse. So if in your heart you want what is best for the sheep, and you would like to keep them, then do spend some time thinking about how you could equip yourself better to care for them better. Maybe there is someone local to you would love the chance to learn a bit about keeping sheep, and could do some of the checks when you find it hard. Maybe one of the local farmer’s kids would do a few checks for a bit of pocket money. Or a retired farmer might cast an eye over them for you, to pick up anything you might have missed. Lots of possibilities if you decide that’s the way you’d like to go.
Equally, if in your heart you realise that adequate sheep care demands more than you really want to give, then stick to your guns and find them the best homes you can, and don’t let anyone dissuade you or guilt you into keeping them.
A dog is for life, but you can always eat your sheep.
. And sometimes that is the best all round. Whichever way you decide to go, don’t let any of us pressure you in any direction. Only you know what is in your heart and where the balance lies for you.