I have used Robertsons twice now, and not having been to an abattoir before this I didn't know quite what to expect. The first time it was quiet as I was asked to drop them off early, my two toddled on in with no problems, I was shaking but the men were very helpfull. I left feeling numb. I picked them up at butchers. Second time I went it was busy and the killing had started so it was noisy. my two wouldn't come out the trailer, the men even tried with food to encourage them, eventually the men got behind them and tried to rock them from behind onto their feet as they just sat like big dogs. The bigger of the two just got up in his own time and came over to me for a head rub and walked straight in, then the other one did the same. I felt so guilty.

The men were very professional and there manner didn't alarm the boars at all. Just over a year old and funny with strangers. I would eventually like to be strong enough to watch the deed being done then I know I was with them all the way but then that will take time.