A very large cattle court style barn so I can save at least some of my ground and with any luck my body from further winter damage while providing optional dry standing for the stock. And a fixed haybarn with a roof that doesn't leak, an extension roof that is back on after 4 years, some yorkshire boarding would be nice..
Tractor with a bale spike, dung graip and digger bucket at least
An income from writing or something I can do here anyway, to support all the above
Above all, my health and fitness back, but sadly that one is more than wishlist, it's miracle list
More likely I should wish for an alternative lifestyle without the land/stock, but with a regular income not dependent on physical capacity or mental endurance
Just finding it hard to change the mindset