you have more patience than I do , my late dad was in the army for 16 years and for most was a drill Sgt ,and an absolute bast*rd of one at that . In his younger days in the army he taught unarmed combat etc in the SOE , the fore runner of the SAS , he was also a champion boxer in the army, so you can imagine me , being the eldest boy , I got it full on everyday . It made no difference to me I knew no other way . But I grew up knowing how to drop anyone in any situation if need be , but also not to take any crap from anyone for any reason . He got busted so many times as a younger soldier, as he would always fight against authority ( why join the army
) , that unfortunately has rubbed off on me
, and although I don't go round fighting these days (been there done that !!) ,no desire to do so now ( I must have grown up somewhere along the line) , if I needed to I could look after myself . But it is for those reasons I could not take crap from anyone , family is different , why I don't know but it is. I also have a very low breaking point as far as temper goes . That is due to the smash , very bad head injuries, but I have learned to control my temper to a degree, I shout at inanimate objects ....
So although I am laid back these days , and just do my own thing ,and let others do theirs , I know I couldn't do what you have done ...I would be up for GBH (been there done that too !!), or some similar act .....I know my limitations.....they are many ...
cheers
Russ