Alister I totally agree, its pointless doing work that makes life hard for you,
don't use computers, only my iPad, I don't use a mobile phone, I have created my own bubble that has as little unknowns as possible and I'm happy, I control me, nobody else controls me.
Just doing things for yourself has made me better, I have some self esteem now
I do think Steve learns by doing things for himself, if left with no help he works things out and then remembers everything, Alister you are obviously a very intelligent person that can also push themself, the push is all important, no use having a Porche engine and a Noddy driver
Steve is incredibly bad with I.T. although I often leave him and he
can do things!! strangely his non related brother is brilliant at IT, that's what he does for a job and he is also Dyslexic!
As for jobs and intellect, many jobs are more suitable than others, Steve is no good at DIY so work on a building site is not good either and other similar jobs, although he does push himself and works hard and likes physical stuff, but something like accountancy would be ideal, our accountant is Dyslexia and he makes it all so easy to understand and he is Chartered too, a lovely man indeed. I know some people have issues with numbers but to Steve numbers are his key, he loves anything to do with numbers, I joke about all autistic people I worked with love" Countdown"
He also is good at reading time tables etc.......and he did go for a train job but has not met the criteria!!
Best advice I can give is find something that you can do for yourself, use the time when there is no work to develop yourself to change your reliance on working for others and work for yourself it is so rewarding, at the same time identify what your problems are and manage them as honestly as you can so those strategies work in the real world , you can't manage everything but life can be a whole lot easier just by accepting yourself and being honest with yourself
and ALister, I may just print your post out and pin it to our bedroom door, that has touched me so much as its spot on!!!!!!!! THANKS!!!!!!!