Grr feeling
I had an older ewe lamb just earlier, one big lamb first, and one tiny wee scrap about half an hour later. By the time the scrap was born, the first one had guzzled all the colostrum, so I gave the scrap some powdered. Dithered about whether to leave it with mum as it wasn't that warm and she was much more interested in the big one, but thought it was better with mum, so popped the bigger one in the next pen by itself, and mum licked the tiny lamb and so on, all looking good, thinking it might be fine, even when big bro was returned she was still keen on both, asked the lovely retired shepherd who is doing nights for us to check on it and see if he thought the ewe did have enough milk for both and he has just been in to tell me she was lying on the wee scrap and it is dead. Wish I had taken it off her in the first place now.